Happy Fourth

I woke up the same way like my any other days and thought of what I should do today and divide my time luxuriously as I want it. So I did. I laundered all my bed sheets and comforters. I just have a few sets so they have to be crisp, clean and fresh. My sister is coming over the weekend with her my other oh so smart niece Jessica. I vacuumed the whole house and made it look just the way I have always liked it with a twist. No clutter, clean and minimalist. It looked very calming. Now it looked like it's so ready to celebrate. My friends Dina and Jumes came by and have some preparation for Goody's B-day tomorrow. Then I have my shower and got ready to go the baby shower party of one of my "kids" John and have a short and very meaningful partee with the family. Like my own, we are counting 25 years now more or less of a friendship that just got better each year. I have to go home early before the dusk as I wanted to see the awesome fireworks from my veranda. Some friends are coming? I hoped but I am very sure I can well manage on my own. I am watching right now Capitol Fourth on KOCE TVand what a fabulous show. This is a show which will make you proud and respect America.

I am loving this pleasant surprise as I sip my upon my cup of Tea of Immortality and browsing the Internet. I have this freedom to celebrate solo. I am not anti social but I love having the liberty of doing what I think I like and I did. A very productive day and a very peaceful night. I haven't realized I am having this wonderful higher life I am experiencing now. Even watching the wonderul fireworks at the Capitol Hills on TV and my favorite tunes from the Marching Bands. This is actually my most anesthetic night of having just a wonderful moment. I am now trying to catch the emotion of this particular NOW in my life where it is so perfect. I believe I am at the pinnacle of my being. Just like a kid wanting to have his balloon and cotton candy so badly in a fiesta. This is awesome. I don't know if I can have this holy moment with myself if my guests arrived. This is my my secret dream as child being fulfilled. This fantastic feeling is now happening. Now my memories had gone back to those wonderful childhood moments where joy is pure. A part of me which I had almost forgotten. But the marching band is like one of those buttons in my life that if touched, I go back to that state of being a kid, free, happy, vibrant and knows nothing but to seek personal joy. This is my own personal celebration of life. Now I am happy forth.