Life is a challenge. It is filled with incredible and overwhelming problems we face or escape everyday. It was meant that way. We try to solve each challenge where we have little knowledge or solve it with what other people say and definitely a hit and miss experience. But Pastor Bobby Schuller of Hour of Power Ministry said in a manner like this that for those who have little knowledge or relationship with God, it will be chaotic and depressing but for those who have faith in God will look at problems differently as an opportunity to grow spiritually with no fear or doubt that God is in charge. Faith is the key to grace. And to have faith is a long tedious process of self evolution and purification. It is not something you read and know and have it else you are lying to yourself. Faith is something personal that you achieve. It comes with suffering, in suffering you hope, when you hope you endure when you endure you achieve patience when you have patience you defeat your demons and when you defeat your demons you achieve peace and when you have peace you start to have a relationship with God and this manifests the faith and because of this faith you are now ready to receive GRACE... You will know sincerely if you have it. There is no short cut for this creates the real and authentic you. Or else you will just be a split personality who knew so many things, proclaiming so much yet empty inside because it is not authentic.

On my Mother...Growing up I realized I am a tough lot. I am very competitive and driven. Very strong mind. Even at home with the family I am kind of assertive. There are a lot of issues that I have covered to understand myself. With my mom, 1001 issues. Our family was struck with a misfortune when our own rosy fortune was nipped in the bud when my dad was paralyzed. I was six. My parents w...ere at their prime but was tasked for more struggles and mores struggles. The stress level was so high that eventually my mom and me has grudging differences and resentments. I resented her weaknesses that I thought my own fortune was nipped in the bud when she "blackmailed" me to forego a very good job after graduation from a very big company that had me soaring to high heavens after being taken in among the thousands of applicants of the batch 81. So I thought.
And I spent the next 15 years in my sleepy hometown. I took the journey with all it's struggles and bitter downfalls and really they were extremes. Yet at the end of my rope it was my mom whom I called for help and she did. Yet my grudges with her was not over until I moved again in LA and started my own life and for 14 years of distance, I thought I was finally on my own. Four years ago she joined me at 74, she was almost a stranger to me and the first year was struggle. But I can not deny the love of a mother flowing from her for it is so sincere. Slowly I realized that I have to loosen up and let go of my stored contemptuous emotions and grudges towards her for these felt so limiting. For the first time, I laid down my guard, my biases and personal opinions and look at her heart, where she is coming from emotionally and from physically did she come from. I saw the love of a mother, the incredible gentleness that is inside it and her effort to let it loose on me to make me feel her warmth amidst her own limitations. Slowly my eyes were opened up how great is her will to dodge the odds and give us her greatest even until now. My heart melted at the small things she does to bridge our gaps. Small things yet her humility is reckoning. She is no longer strong and steel willed. Yet I would love to see her be her own but she'd rather let go and let God. End of whatever struggle. I have forgiven our past and so to myself that I am at bliss enjoying the incredible love of a mother. This is if we only allow and let it flow and generously it will nurture us back. Thank you God for mothers. Happy MOTHERS' Day to all moms and most especially my mom Julie!!!

Wonderful Facebook...it enabled me to remember so many moms today...and everyone had great stories, comments and greets for all moms...no one is perfect yet a mother's love to a child is so unconditional that I can tell it's the nearest ide...a you can imagine about God's love.....Such is the bond that a mother feels for her child(ren)....yeah let's just continue loving our moms earnestly while they are with us....I got a second chance and I thank God for this wonderful gift....having a mom with you really is sooooooooooo priceless!!! I feel blessed!! Happy Mothers'Day to all moms!!!God bless u all!!!! See More

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Got struck today with a beautiful message while watching TBN with Pastor Dickow's Guest Rabi Schneider...."It's not about you, it's about my Glory"..for sometime now I do what I do because it is by faith despite it's untold sacrifice and unbelievable challenge..this is a sequel to Ravi Zachariah's words when he said there are Laws that God had made, may we not be able to understand and totally not us but it is God who made it, so since it Is GOD's, by faith I have to follow and now Rabi Schneider made it easier to understand for me...it is not about me but it is for His greatest honor and Glory so be it. And now I am happy with it for indeed it is my own blessing.

...Before we were ever born, the universal structure and foundation were already made  All scripts were made.  So after all life is a beautiful journey by intention. We are from God our Spirit Source before we are born through our parents. Our pureness has started to be corrupted from our conception to our birth then through our education and experiences in our growing up years which is the identity we have embraced. We have the ability to change and undo this consciousness as long as we are aware of who we are..knowing our authenticity as a part of God....or a spirit having a human experience. As Jesus said "Repent for the Kingdom is at hand".. From here, we can choose the experience we desire.....by consciously knowing God and achieving his holiness. By praying our desires...and the word was made flesh....When we become what we hate so we also become what we love. So it is important to change the content of our minds to change our thoughts, restructure our core paradigm, and be able to say the right words.  As such we become co creator with God in our lives, in our journey...As we say it so shall it be for every words is like a seed sown...So our dreams are reflections of our desires and the heavens will manufacture the desires to our reality and since God's source is infinite, there is no limit to what we can ask and be.  The possibilities are endless.  By being aware, be and claiming back the wisdom and knowledge that we came from God, we go back  in the structure that God has created from the beginning of time and become co creator of goodness with Him..  God is love so are we.  We should then seek to find, ask to receive and knock to be opened at as Mat 6:33...says Seek yeah first the kingdom of God and all His righteousness and all these things shall be added unto you.  Ecclesiaste 1....Vanity of vanities..all is vanity.....For God is the only truth.

The Word

It all starts with the Word......a seed we heard gets planted in our hearts...that word of faith envelops us and in the process we search, find and  accept Jesus in our lives. There is  that faint voice we can't figure nor determine readily whether it is the wrong or the right thing in our life to believed...in all these as we invoke God's presence in all our ways..  We can know then that the doubting, fears and worries are not His but from the great deceiver.  What we can do is surrender, acknowledge His power, lay down our pride and wear our humility, nurture the faith, take on the confidence of Jesus, have a God determination and  that faint voice becomes stronger that it is actually coming from God only it was muddled with our own learned intelligence.  By knowing the Word, this opens the access to our dreams and have our dreams too is the sweetest thing in this life that's why the Bible says come taste and see the goodness of the Lord...for having achieve this ,we will now lose our appetite for sinning but instead go for more of the God's sweetness....we now evolve to higher to become higher beings as we make greater dreams  now knowing how  the loving generosity of God is.  We evolve to become and achieve the greatest of what we can be having with us the Jesus' confidence in our hearts, God-determination--the keys to enter that loop where the door of the Kingdom that has been so elusive to so many........
It is a process though your dreams may astound you to happen right away unexpectedly spontaneously or answered after a lengthy time of incredible and sometimes testy practice of patience.  Nonetheless, the faith should not be shaken but to remain firm and solid.  God has made it all up and it's not for us to change His plans but to live to that plan and know that it is His will.  We should learn to change our minds to make it attuned to the goodness of the Lord.  The Bible will talk to us, by constantly reading the Word, it gives us a reflection of His will with regards to the way we should act and think  and to conduct our selves worthy to be His children.

The Magnetic Personality

Confidence electrifies the energy inside of us and makes us attention magnets without even trying.  The best way to achieve this is to have Jesus' confidence.  Having this will melt any doubts.  By reading or listening to His words, by allowing the presence of Jesus first in our thoughts and works nurtures and builds confidence.  This quality will draw attention to you.