Fides Ecclesiae at The Pantages Theater by The Association of Filipino Priests of Los Angeles is one spectacular musical that speaks volumes about faith. It is not the usual perk u get during Sunday masses but this musical has stripped off the incredible limitations on how we perceived the clergy as they bare their souls, their faith, their passion, their vocation and the display of their singing prowess and stage artistry. It is a magical revelation that opens the eyes on the religious and put our faith to new height of perspective. It is the opening of their human hearts to ours that touches the core.. When Bishop Solis sang from the start, my mind has started travelling back to my sacristan days. It brought me back to those moments where I had the fondest of memories at the convent. Those years were the foundations of my resolve to be religious in life. But somehow along the years I got my own share of challenges.. I was so confused as nothing even my faith seemed to work. Though I held tough, I was screaming all my way finding answers to my numerous questions as I was so resolved to find God somewhere else even outside ofthe church I grew upwith.
With the story of St. Kateri unfolding, my search was slowly being validated as I am answering the whys of her circumstances. It was an impeccable performance.
When the story of Perdo Calungsod was staged, I have a striking identification with him as I once dreamed of entering the seminary but I got a circuituous route that I knew I was not called. But when he sang Gave Me Faith, his brilliant performance caught the sentiments and the naivete of a seventeen year old missionary whose only armor was his faith and passion to serve Christ. His voice got you soaring with him in his emotional resolve to face death as he fianlly surrendered his fate to the Lord. It was a heart wrenching performance that pierced my defenses as he revealed how humongous his faith had become as compared to mine that tread in and out the surface of my imperical heart. I was then so humbled.
The musical pulled out another miracle of looking back at the religious and honor their ultimate sacrifice of self denial to be able to nurture the faithful, of leading them, of living exemplary lives of choosing a life in Christ. These are fine young getlemen during their times but chose to follow their callings. It opened again my mind to the greatness of their hearts defying incredible challenges which only those equipped with Grace can handle. I was reminded again of our youth, of my visits to the seminary sneaking out my semirian friends. I was reminded of their trainings, I was reminded of the time they were moulded to become pastors. I was reminded that really many are called and few were chosen.
Then as the show was ending, it all occured to me that I am seeing the show in a different light. I am seeing the valuable gift being shared. I am feeling my faith being revitalized by my entire experience in just one moment....in just one song.
Maybe I wasn't the only one who have this kind of experience. For me it was really meanigful for the musical was in itself became my own personal journey.
The Catholic Faith is under seige at a glance with the Archdiocese reeling from the sex scandal and now the resignation of Pope Benedict.
The Fides Ecclesiae gives an opportunity to see the clergy as they are, a very important second look after the debilitating scandal that threatens to rock the foundations of the church. The musical gave a glimpse at the numerous missionaries whose works paved the way for the establishment of the faith and churches accross the glove. It opens up again the meaning of the Faith of the Church. A lot of them offered their lives and more than three hundred years ago a Filipino young boy did just that. What happened some centuries ago is inspiring the Filipino religious community gain back their groove in this inauspicious times. The Association of Filipino Priests of Los Angeles did a valuable work that can revitalize the faith. And across the globe outside Philippines, the only Catholic nation in Asia has eleven million migant workers, most of them Christians who had built churches or revitalized dying churches in their adopted countries. Imagine if the world lights up with every chrurch praying the Mother of perpetual Help novena, rest assured a Filipino migrant is in the midst of it.
If at all, Fides Ecclesiae, successfully raised good funds for St. John Seminary and the Pantages experience was a sweet topping of the cake. It was more than just to me a kick in the butt, but a powerful medium in the reawakening of my faith, understanding the very deep meaning of faith and where it is coming from. And the wonder of doing it all as one spiritual community. We Pinoys just did that.